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After all this time... Wanting to grow up... Now... I wish I was a child again... because maybe things would be easier to understand... It wouldn't feel like everything was crashing... and falling apart. When I was young I wanted to know everything there was to know... And now.. I wish I knew nothing.
I wish my childhood dreams could remain... continue to be pure...
I wish...
If only this were all a dream.. Then I would know... The people I should follow... the ones to leave behind.. I would find out there are some I cannot trust... And some I should trust with my life. I could have chosen all the right paths, traveled farther and never stopped... Maybe I would have felt less pain, maybe others would have as well...
But now in this ever falling snow, I wander though the white...
until my life turns to night.
Still...
I wander through the white hoping something is hidden beneath. Maybe a new beginning?
When every person steps on the earth, the make a foot print. Some are deep, and some are shallow... My tracks are still there... But... They are buried...
So I make new ones... and I hope they stay there... I hope the snow will stop falling. Then I may be able to see my clear path once again... If not... May I travel though this ever falling snow.